Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to all of you!! Let us celebrate the Birthday of our Lord,Jesus Christ. May all of you have a wonderful time while you are spending time with him personally. May our new year will be joyful year of salvation, love, kind, mercy and His faithfulness. We hope and pray that all of the world will sing in the same voice "Hallelujah to the Lamb of God"

Hey,

Well, I'm doing very good here. There are tons of thing I need to learn from God in this time. There are some teaching in the practical way to take and people's lives to learn from. Moreover, we have so much projects to work on, but I do have much fun to do my job, the creative thing!!

It was scare me when we were learning about the prayer life of leader, for there is only 0.15% of the time when we pray to our God, but we do spend most of our time in activities. What can work in our lives better between prayers and activities? Yep, absolutely, I have to come back to God again to learn how to pray from his heart for his people and his work to be done. The more we are up in the leader position, the more we have manything to deal with and to work on, that means we have less in prayer time. Right now I have to confess that I have really a bit of time to spend with God, too. Oh... poor children of God!! (I meaned myself)

The weather is so good now, I enjoy with it. God keeps speaking to me with his love to not make me discourage on my life. Sometimes,I do care so much about who I am, and I just pity on myself.. But now I learn to stand firm in God, no matter how much I have to be alone, but God is my best friend. Only God should be enough to make me work out of my relationship with other.

The theme of the school is "Rise & Worship", I felt like I need to rise up from my past, my hardship and my own struggling, for it's time to rise up and worship my God with my whole heart. God is great all the time. And worship is the key that I can pour my heart into his presence so that I won't be alone in this earth anymore.

Everything of mine is belonging to God.

This is a story of one girl who was born in a five daughters family. She thought she can be strong like a guy to make her dad happy and to take care her sisters well. So many time she acts out without thinking that she is a girl. Badly, she didn't care about her own nationality, for she doesn't want to be a tender girl. Yep, until she came to Christ, she still holding her pride so tight. Sadly, this girl is ending up her faith by making people stumble on her behaviours.

Can't believe that person is me!! I'm a prideful person that I just care for myself. I allow myself to be the way I wanna be. In the past over 5 yrs,I didn't care much if anybody told me to stop acting like a kid or tom-boy girl. I know I'm not a tom-boy girl, but people can tell immediately what my past was about. Moreover I didn't respect to my nationality. God has his own reason to create me as a Thai girl, but it's hard for me to accept this truth. I don't want to be a girlie person. Then many people came to be with a humble heart to tell me what my big blind spot is.

God really spoke to me if I do care about the body of Christ,and my body isn't belonged to me beacause it's a temple of God,so this is a big changing I need to take on. I'm coming to the point that I don't know how I can be changed. But I need him the most during this time of changing. It's hurtful inside, but I believe I'll be healed, and I'll be able to live my life in God's love more and more. Everyday I must put my old clothes away so that God can put a new one on me.

I have to prove myself by staffing the DTS school. Please be with me in prayers while I'm praying that I'll have a right heart after God, a right-positive mind and action in this big training. May God will be glorified through my life.

"Jesus traveled through all the cities and villages of that area, teaching in the synagogues and announcing the Good News about the Kingdom. And wherever he went, he healed people of every sort of disease and illness. He felt great pity for the crowds that came, because their problems were so great and they didn't know where to go for help. They were like sheep without a shepherd. He said to his disciples, "The harvest is so great, but the workers are so few. So pray to the Lord who is in charge of the harvest; ask him to send out more workers for his fields." Matthew 9:35-38

I was overwhelmed by the compassion of Jesus, while we were reading this passage last week. I felt that his heart is crying for people in this area. They are like sheeps who have no shepherd, and they are listening to each other, following each other to find the safe place for themselves. They are panic when the trouble comes, and they have no idea how to rest their souls. However, they still can't hear their shepherd's voice calling them to a safe place where their souls are lifted in love. We keep asking God for more worker of God to come as a sheep to follow Jesus' voice so that other sheeps will see and follow Jesus like that worker do. The worker who has compassion like Jesus and heal people of every sort of disease and illness like Jesus did in everywhere he went.

I found myself desperated for him. I'm nobody to anyone,but Jesus is the somebody to everyone. I'm easily lose a heart to be with people, but Jesus sit and eat with the sinners. I can't love some people who didn't showing love by their words, action or even in their thoughts there is no love for me,but Jesus forgave all of people who put him in trouble and made him to be hung on the cross. Honestly,I'm really tired, have no strength, lots of thing bother me everyday, but I do feel the grace of God falls like rain into my life. There are joy, peace, love from him for me. Thanksful to him as I'm here, I have a wonderful time of relationship with all kind of people. I'm learning more about the servant heart for Christ, not only people. When I'm smiling, there is God who is smiling with me. When I'm crying, there is Jesus who is crying and praying for me with an understand and a broken heart. When I'm lonely, there is Jesus who comforts me. When I'm stubborn to do everything by my own way, there is a loving and kind father in heaven who corrects my wrong attitudes, and he is patient to see me growing up in each part of my life. When I think there is nobody around me, there is the one who draws lots of friends to me and make me happy through the fellowship & encouragements. Anyway, I'm nobody!!! But God does care for me,in every part of me. Praise God for his wonderful job.

"Lord, thanks so much that you are real to me. I pray for all of my sisters and broher in Christ will see you are real for each one of them as well. I'm asking for your guidance, please light the way for each one of us. For we are willing to take up our cross and follow you, here we are!! Use us, teach us, be with us, show us how to heal people from every sort of disease and illness. Not by our might, but by your power Lord, I pray for your power to drive us in the place you want us to be. I pray for your truth will be laid deep in our hearts and lives. We'll be free by your truth, and freely to help others. May your kingdom establish in this earth like in heaven, Amen."

Blessings & love,
Kate

'This same Good News that came to you is going out all over the world. It is changing lives everywhere, just as it changed yours.

Colossians 1:6, NLT'

Hey,

=) =) Wow.. I would say God is so great!!! Today I have been praising God for many times becauseI'm blessed through his ministry here. Yesterday after I shared about gospel to a couple Thai girl, I got this scriptures to encourage me again. This Good news has been changing my life everyday, and now I have more faith to keep sharing it to people around here so that their lives will change like mine. These two ladies are interesting to know who God really is. Thank you to all of you that you joined in this ministry through prayers, encouragements and all kind of support.

Let me tell you what going on with the accident issues from last couple week. Praise God because everything went well, our staff already left Thailand to England. The training is going to start on Monday, so I guess I'm going to be a busy girl by then. Right now my role is about administrative and accounting, and I'm hoping to get to know Thai students as well. I have much fun to work here, and I believe that God's calling Thai into his Kingdom more and more.

Please keep praying for people here when they hear the truth of God, it'll grow deep in their heart. I'm just his jar to be where he wants me to be and help people whom he wants to help. However, I have learned how to obey him and be a blessing to the needy. But I'm really blessed through all of his works. It's so wonderful.

May you have a wonderful time with our Lord Jesus Christ, too. Let us celebration because the salvation is coming to other brothers and sisters like in heaven. May his name is lifting up on high.

Blessings & Love
Kate

Hi,

No wondered, I'm in Kao Lak for 2 months right now. God reveals me how easily for me as a Shouthern people to listen to the hearts of people here. Just only one day when I met with people who came over to have some training, they already shared their hearts. Praise God.

But the battle still going on, one of our staff in Step Ahead got in trouble by the serious accident which killed two Thais. The process takes much time, and our staff already discouraged. She didn't get her passport back. Although she supposed to leave the country last week,she hasn't leave yet. The impossible thing in human sight will be possible in God's hands, so please keep praying for us. Moreover, due to these issues,The next courses of training have to cancel as we must run it in this week, and we know the enemies try to destroy us, but we'll be able to go through this by the mighty hands of God.

Please pray for me as a only Thai woman in the ministry right now that I will let God works through me. Pray that I'll sense the broken heart and speak the right word at the right time. God comforts me, so I would like to comfort those who are in needed. May his glory fill this earth plentifully.

Blessings & Love,
Kate

Sawad D Kha,

I'm meditating on 2 example lives from the Bible, Joshep and David. Last time I got a wonderful chance to translate a preaching for Julie Smude at the ChiangRai City Church. Like God spoke to me directly about dream which he has put in my heart. Both Joshep and David knew what God wanted them to be, and they had been gone through many difficult times before their dream came true, but they still faithful and not give up to reach to that dream.

I have no doubt why God put me in ChiangRai. He had a perfect lesson for me to reach to my dream some how, and it's not what I can manage for myself. I learned how to teach kids to dance, I learned how to dance freely, I learned how arts can be impact in the church and I learned how I can be a artist of God. While I was in ChiangRai, there were hunred of thing I have to deal with. I knew myself better, I understood where weaknesses are,and I found the great key to remain in God's promise. "I'm with you,I'll help you and I hear your voice"- this passage came to me 2 days before I left Bangkok. And this true has set me free from untrusting of his promise. So right now I'm happy to wherever God puts me in, for I'm trusting there is a reason of him to let me there. Although, I'm in the hard time, he is still at work.

I would like to give honor to Bob & Jackie Robinson as well. Almost 5 months I was in ChiangRai they were a great help to me. They are not just a teacher,but hey are my friends, my example and my supporters too. Jackie didn't charge me for any money to study dance with her because of her heart for the Lord and to dance. Moreover, they supported me every month when I was there. I can't forget them for all of what they have done for me. "Thank you so much". And for all people in ChiangRai, too, I would like to thank you to let me in the family, and gave me opportunities to do my ministries with all of your loving adn kindness. All of you are the great blessing to my life!!! =)

God bless all of you richly,
Love,
Kate

Hey,

I'm telling you a sweet experience which I had from last couple week ago. I was asked to be teacher for 3 days in pre-school while another teacher was attending a training. At the first hand, I would say 'no' cuz I can't be with kids the whole day, and there are 28 kids together. The big challenge was I have to wear skirt while I'm working with kids, can't imagine hah? But when I brought this to talk to God, I felt I should accept this job and help the school for God's sake. Then I said 'yes', and I asked for God's helping and depened on him alot. While I was working I had peace inside and enjoyed my time with kids. Well, I was very tired because I'm a only Thai teacher in the class with other 2 foriegner teachers, and the kids liked to come to me asking for do everything for them, but I had a wonderful time with kids. I learned to love them first and principle them at the same time no matter which family style they come from. On my last day, one kid ran to me and said "I love you,P'Kate" with a smiling face. Oh... I couldn't remember how I smiled when I had heard it,and my heart was so full. Moreover, I saw how different when his characters were changed because he felt he is loved and he also love that person,y'know. Love is so powerful by changing us to a greater point. I didn't espect anything like this, but thanks to God for let me experience how deep love can work through our life. So I won't hold my love from anyone, I meaned I wanna love all kinds of people like Jesus does.

So I thought about this, how God's action is when we tell him 'I love you so much'. We would change our lives to please him,right? Because he accept the way we are!

I have 3 weeks left from being in ChiangRai, and I really have a great time with Robinson family. Need prayer for my next month to be at my sweet home with family and helping out the Tsunami ministry in the South of Thailand. May you have richest blessing from God for this month!!!

Blessings & Love,
Kate

Hey,

Last weekend I went to A-je and Nancy ministry which is working with A-ha hill tribe. I really enjoyed my time there by teaching dances and spend time with the youth. It's priviledge from God to let me there and help, so I had much fun and blessings through their ministry.

I'm in ChiangRai right now, and it seems like I have a busy schedule lays ahead for me until I will go back to Bangkok. By not lying to anyone, I'm looking forward to go back to Bangkok, to see my friends and YWAM base there. Oh, the National Conference will be held on August 3-7, 2005 in ChiangMai, which makes me the most excited to get to see other friends from my DTS, and all of my friends in Bangkok will come up for the Conference. It looks like a big gang of the same age come to the Conference, so I can't espect how fun we gonna be like....


I'm still in process of 'waiting', and I'm not complaining cuz I trust God will give the right answer to me in the right time. I'm so weak and impatient, but God is the greatest in my life.... Thanksful to him for he allowed me to be his life in me.

A new week just started, and I pray you will have a good week with God and all of serving or working. God bless you.

Kate

Sawad D kha,

I'm in ChiangMai right now!!! YE Ye, pretty miss many places and friends here. Well, I got to spend time with Sara, P'Nueng and P'Prin a lot. God is so faithful to give me a break from ChaingRai. =)

There is nothing new for me right now. God still speaking to me, but all of them are encouragement words to help me keep focusing on him. Last 3 days I heard a little voice asked me " what do you have?". Then I relized I need to thanksful for what I have, which it is God's given. Then I got the scriptures to support it. I felt like God doesn't only want me to see what I have, but keep giving thanks to it and doing it the best for God. Anyway, I would love to enjoy everything I'm doing right now- like spending time with my friends,talking to my friends,studying dances and going out to present Christ in my life. I relize it never enough in our thoughts for what we have, but I choose to keep giving thanks and asking God to bless all of it in the way he wants it to be. Not my will but his be done!!!!

This is my one of journal as I didn't have time in ChiangRai to meditate on it more and write it in my diary book. I would like to shout 'God is great', 'he is so cool all the time'.. =)

Hope all of you have been good and get a good day to walk with Jesus Christ. God bless all of you!!

Kate

Sa Wad D kha,

Just a short note for all of you who have been getting my update through this blog. I won't go to Montana for sure, cuz the SODS won't be taking place next year. The another way which I shared last time that God lights it for me is on the praying time right now. I'm pretty sure what God calls me to serve him right after ChiangRai, but I have to wait for the answer from Directors of that ministry. Please keep praying that I will be the right place for God, and my life will be a blessings to Thais.

God is so faithful by showing me how he wants me to walk in humility as I don't know what I'm going to do. There is a song talking about there is always the way out for everyone, I just listened it last night. So I got the encouraging through the song.

May you have a good time with your own family and Christ family.

Blessings & love,
Kate

Hello.....

Greetings from very hot season in ChiangRai... Wooo... so hot here, and I know I shouldn't grumbling....

Well, I would like to give some updates of what going on with me right now. The dancing class is going pretty well. We are working on cherography both Ballet and Jazz dance right now. I really enjoy with it. Lots of thing I have learned from Jackie both of dancing and spiritual life.Bob and Jackie are a big blessing to me as I'm here in ChiangRai..

I taught some dances to Eden House girls so that they will perform in America while they are travelling to visit the churches who support the Eden House ministry. It was good to use my ability, and I had much fun to be with teenagers. Really impress the friendship we have for only 4 days... So next week I'm in the same schedule before.

My devotional in this week are on 1 Samuel, so I have been meditating on David's life. I feel like God is speaking to me about leadership and the unity in the team. David was the man of God, and his life effected lots of youth at that time while he was hinding from Saul. Lots of thoughts and his maners are tracking my heart,I can't stop on reading the bible. There are lots of reason that God lead me to meditate on this book, and I'm praying to find the final answer in the end... Anyway, I really love the word of God right now.


@ 2 ways for choosing like the subject of this week.. That I meaned, I got 2 ways to choose right now. Once is about going to Montana, but there nothing clear to me. It's blinded to me, and I'm pretty sure that God shuts it down from me right now. I got another way which is so clear to me, but I'll share until I get all of thing to the final decision. Please keep praying for me as I really wanna know which way please God the most. Both way make me to be sacrifice, and I'm willing to it if God confirm me so clear... God is so good to me, and he is wonderful to my life at this time. His words encourage me so much, and his people always encourage me many time. I love to be in the team and family like this. Praise God for calling me to be in his family.

I have to go.... Pray all of you are doing good, have a healthy both spiritual and physical life. More wisdom from God everyday to pursue his purpose... May God bless you.

Love,
Kate

Hello!!!!!

Hey, I'm still have much fun in ChiangRai, with painting the house in yellow color... we have no choice,so the Robison's house is turn to yellow color by everyone who lives in the house... ha ha ha ha... Can't imagine to wake up among the yellow color every morning.... I will used to with it, hope so!!!

Last couple weeks was a challenging in faith to me. I felt bad for being frustated like crazy person who doesn't believe God at all. Yeah it was about my dream, I set much a high hope on going to do School Of Dance Studies in Montana, but it's not a time of God to let me in, so the school may not runing on in January 2006. I was frustated to tell myself that God has other plan for me. 2 weeks I thought lots of way I can go,but it wasn't a time for myself anymore. God wants totally of me to fullfill his dream.

At Naan camp this week, I shared with one girl, when she asked "Do you think God will allow our dream become true?". Y'know! I thought I couldn't encourage her anything because I'm struggling with it right now... I have no place to go or any thing to do. What I have to do or I can do it's hard for me to enjoy to do that. I didn't have peace inside. Anyway, 3 days in Naan, God gave me many encouragements and peaces to live my life with him. Then I told all of my stories to that girl. 2 dreams we can choose to make it real, one is our dream and an another is God's dream. Let's get back to a couple month ago, I prayed many time that I wanna be a person who fullfills God's dream for my life more than anything else. I wanna make his dream comes true, and I have been waiting to hear from him what his dream is...... Then this news came to me as a nightmare, but God's dream is starting to be involved in my life in the way I didn't espect to. I just relized it through my devotional time when I got 1 Samuel 9:24. I felt God was speaking to me directly "there is something he seperated for me in the right hour and now it's up fornt of me, I need to take it." God answered me and that girl at the same time... Praise God.... He is so wonderful to my life.

I'm in wickness right now. Lots of struggling in the battle of enemy. The Scriptures of God for me today is that Jesus overcome the world among our trails and sorrows.

He spoke to me to keep praying on this. At the right time I will find out what God wants me to do. Yes,,,, this story may not new to someone, but it teaches us everytimes to trust in this truth of God.....

Thank you so much for all of you who has been praying, supporting, encouraging and doing everything for me..... Life is not easy, and learn to respond to everything in our life that kinda scaring thing, sometimes though. May God bless you thousand time on what you've done for other... Happy Thai New Year as well.... =)

Blessings & Love
Kate

Hey,

I'm doing pretty good in ChiangRai. Spending lots of time with God helps me to adjust and be myself as much as I can. Praise God for who he is.....

I felt better with the dance right now, cuz I'm keep praying that God will poure more love of dancing in my heart, and I did the bible study with Jackie for the book "The Heart of Artist". This book helps me a lot to be honest with God with all of my attitudes and to the people in the team. I know now how I deal with people in my team as I have to desciple them and build the better relationship with people. This couple weeks I still impressing how the relationship is beautiful.... When I honest with people and my friends and show my love to them, there are lots of blessings come from God's hands. I'm looking forward that God can change me to be more a kind of loving people, not like the past who I used to be. So I would like to thankx all of my friends in BAngkok, ChiangMai,ChiangRAi and Phangnga that all of you still calling me, smsing me and encouraging me.... Thankx God that I never lack any of friend wherever I am.... God is good and his people are good, too....


I have to go for my dancing class... Hope to get on update next week. May God bless all of you richly!! I love all of you, and I have no idea how to repay all of your blessings. Just keep praying for all of you, girls and guys!!! Bye

Blessings,
Kate

Hey!!!

Can't believe I have been in ChiangRai for 6 days already. I didn't count the dates for any reason..... I like ChiangRai, and I got 6 days to relax, be by myself, process all of my emotional and spend time with a couple who I stay with. So everything is going so well. God is so faithful,eh?

I'm glad to be here and making a new fellowship with people,but there is a little bit sad to leave my friends in Bangkok. I heard many thing happened in Bangkok, so I'm worry about it, but God is there in Bangkok to solve all problem and bring people together in his body. Sometimes I told myself I wish I was there to help out each problem or even my words will be an encouragement to people, but I'm not of that obligation.So I need to look forward what I'm doing here.

Last couple days I got a chance to talk with my mum. She's doing good and everything is going good in my hometown. She also said the same sentence which I heard from my dad that she released me to do whatever I want to do. I felt "wow... God is so big". Y'know how comes both of them allowed me to do what I have dreamed for .... I'm glad that my prayers and all of your prayers for me are answered!!!! I didn't stop right here, I'm praying for them to get saved through Jesus' life. Praise God!!!

I have much joy to study dance right now. There are Ballet class and Jazz class. Once time I felt like Ballet is so difficult for me cuz God didn't create my body for ballet dance, but I need to learn this as a basic to go to other kind of dances. Please pray for me that I won't give up and keep practicing it as well as I would like to perform it to unreach people. I got email from Dance Department in YWAM Montana, America that they asking to pray about joining summer outreach for 2 months after the School of Dance is over on June. So the length should be in June 12 to Augut 8, 2006. I would like to join in cuz I need some experience of evangelical dancing,but I would rather wait until God tells me to do. So... keep praying for me that I will have enough money to do or get a scholarship to join in summer outreach if this is come from God. I don't plan to anything right now, cuz I need to wait and depend on God more.

Hope that your days are going good, too. Hope that you enjoy with your days. May God bless you.

Love & Blessings,
Kate

"Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand." Isaiah 41:10

This word came to me this morning while I was listening to God's voice. This is the promise of God to his nation, and now it applys to me as I have much fear. Last night I had a nightmare, and I couldn't sleep, so I kept asking for God's protection. I have been dreamed like this more than 2 times, and I have no idea what's going with me. This Scripture stopped all of my worry and made me peaceful.

2 days left for being in Bangkok I'm ready to go to ChiangRai. Well, I've done my working on both translation, but the National office's hosting the YWAM Thailand Leader meeting, so I have to be around to help with translation some documents and in the meeting. So I'm leaving to ChiangRai on Saturday at night.

This moment I found out that God wants me to pray for other people a lot. I love to do that so, cuz while I have strength I want to give out as much as I can. I'm learning about the power of prayer, and how to pray for others. Thanks to the Lord because he allowed me to know this mystery while I was translating for Sam and Amy in the first week of the School Of Worship. Through all of my translation works, I have learned lots of thing which is becoming a big blessing to my life. Then I enjoy with the working on translation a lot.

All I've done for good I would like to give it back to God for his glory..... I'm going to start to do a new thing which I've dreamed so long.... I'm excited because God is with me....

Taking a good care .... I will keep update on me when I'm in ChiangRai.

Kate

Just a short message that I'm here in Bangkok, Thailand. I didn't go back home to visiy my parents, but when I talked to my dad the miracle come to me because he allowed me to work as what I'm interested in. Cool, God is so faithful cuz I'm praying and I believe that you are praying for me, too. Thank you so much for keep praying for me.

I will leave for ChiangRai for sure on March 12, at night. I hope to finish my traslation works about the Globla Perspectives #4th and 50 days prayer of YWAM before I leave. There is many problem with the computer that I have to travel a lot, and I would like to finish this as soon as I can. So ... keep praying for me.

Next time of posting may be I'm in ChiangRai already. I will staying with Bob & Jackie Robinson for sure... My hope is that God will use me to be a blessing to people up there. I need to focus on the dancing, and I would like to be wise in living with those people.Anyway, my highest goal is I will be closer to God and have a deep relationship with him.

May God bless you all, I will miss people in Bangkok and other area a lot.

Love in Christ,
Kate

hey,

Would like to share:

I have only 6 days left to be around in the office. Praise God for he helps me on training Radt to take my place, and it goes pretty well. My job is almost done, and I feel release from that, too. I see that Tim and Radt can work together easily.

I will leave Bangkok for sure on the 28th of February to be with my family, resting and working on the translation project which is about 50 days of prayer and fasting, and the GP of YWAM international. I hope to get a chance to visit the Tsunami camp before I come back to Bangkok on March 9. Anyway, I'm praying these 9 days with family will be a blessing time to me because I told them already what I'm planing to do in the future, and I told them I don't want to earn lot of money in normal job, for I love to help people more than anything. They didn't express any feeling to me yet, but we may talk in detail while I'm at home.

I got ticket to go to ChiangRai this afternoon-- Yes, it's sad to me because I didn't have enough time to spend with my friends and everyone in House of One Heart. It's sad that I have to leave from the comfort zone and step out in the water... But it will change my life that I will have deeper relationship with him through my staying in ChiangRai. Here is a big home for me to learn and grow in God's love, and it will be nothing the same when I get back here. However, I'm ready now to go wherever God wants me to go. Anyway, I would like to say "thanks to God" for everything ...

hey,

greetings from Bangkok, Thailand. I'm here in Bangkok for 2 weeks.

"Love never gives up, never losses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance" 1 Corinthians 13:7, NLT

Due to my plans have been changing many time, so I just lay it down before God and wait to see what God wants to me to do. It sounds like he needs me to rest more than working after February. Well, I hope to be in ChiangRai on 15th of March.

For P'Jeong Ah .... I miss you so much, my dearest sister. I don't know where you are and what you are doing right now, but please take my words.. Happy Birthday to you. You had been a big challenge to my life. I pray that you are a big blessing to everyone in this world. I love you and can't wait to meet with you again. I'm no longer with House Of One Heart, and I will serve God with all my strength and mind for God's Kingdom will be established in Thailand and other countries around us.

Thanks Sara for all of your encouragements. I love you girl. All of my friends are here, and I'm glad to see that they are growing up in godly way. Tae is going to apply for doing DTS next school. Praise God... Thankx for bass guitar, I like its colour and I didn't play yet, but hope this Sunday we will enjoy with it.

Miss all of you. Taking a good care.

Blessings,
Kate

" When your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow." Jame 1:3
" We know that [Trails] are good for us -- They help us learn to endure." Romans 5:3

Right now I'm very busy!! Working and preparing myself to leave Bangkok. My plan is changing, and I have to wait what I'm going to do. Well, I felt this way -- My faith is tested, and many time I go back to God and say "I'm endureless". I can't wait to meet with his plan of my life, then these powerful words spoke to me in this morning...
Again, I forgot how to trust in the Name of the Lord while I'm moving to other step. We interviewed a new receptionist yesterday, and I felt like how can I find a right person to fit in the empty place. God is so wonderful, for he's leading me to his truth that no matter what's going to happen, God is always in control. He taught me with my failure of choosing a wrong person, and I had to process this with myself. Yeah, I felt guilty to say everything or make any decision. Then when I met with a new receptionist whom we accepted to work with us, I felt peace and more trusting in God. Praise God .... my serving is going to be ended with peace and trustful.

Tim Golin is a new YWAM Thailand administrator of National Office. YWAM Thailand can be change to the better way, for we're getting more quality people. Thanks to God for this... May His kingdom comes to Thailand ....

Hey,

Three things which happened within one day that I would like to shout for his faithfulness...

Firstly, the DTS team in the South got all money which they need to spend for flying back to ChiangMai on the 4th of February. It was a great miracle to everyone in the team, and it encouraged me that God's great all the time.

Secondly, I'm praying to get a laptop, for I really want to use it in my daily life. I'm plaing to do animation,so I'm asking God to provide the money for me, and I feel like God will give it to me. Then I got 20,000 baht yesterday as my support money from Fiona, so I'm thinking to save it for buying a laptop. I need more about 28,000 baht for this. Just keep praying about it...

Finally, God answered my prayer one thing. I won't give the detail, but I felt this is a wonderful answer that God gave to me. Praise God..

I don't know yet if I should go up to ChiangRai in the mid of March or not. God's only one who knows. My plan after I leave National Office is going back home first to help in the Tsunami relief Efforts which I have been praying and waiting to go since December 28, 2004. Then coming back to Bangkok to help in the National Office for 3 days. If it's God's time to let me go to ChiangRai, then I will go after the 13th of March. Please pray for Jackie's mom, for she is very sick.

Ram II base is very growing up. The SOW is going to start the second class on February 21. The newest ministry which is called "Performing Arts/Worship ministry" is going to announce who we are on the Feb 3. Danny Brown is the director for this ministry, for he is no longer director of House of One Heart and he has a heart to all kinds of art. We began the ministry with 5 of us - Danny, Tan Srisombat, Nok Ngeonsombat, Pan Piawong and I, Kate Rammasoon. -- Praise God ---

May you have a good time.
Kate

Hey,

I'm doing good at this week. Just sometimes I felt very tired and so discourage while I was sitting in the storm. But when I brought it up to talk with my leaders, it became more clear. Thanks God for putting me among with wise leaders, for they have been my wonderful councilors. And thanks to Sara who's always stand beside me when I don't know whom I should talk to. Although you are in America, you never let me feel lonely.. you go girl ....

God's plan is so perfect I have to remember this all the time cuz I kept setting my own plan and being worry too much with the future. Yes, there is fear, and I allow it to take place in my hand. So sorry with that, but God is really faithful to draw me back to his love again. Right now I can't tell where I should be in March, but I do trust God that his plan on the right time is so perfect."Just letting God do his work" touched my heart so much, for this moment I'm looking for someone who can take place of mine in the National Office before I leave and someone who can be receptionist for the National Office. God knows my needed, he sees it, and he won't forsake it... Right now I feel realease from my burden..God will put the right person in these position.Praise God ....

I mailed letter to my parents and shared about my plan in the future. I bet they won't totally agree with me as I want to be volunteer and missionary, but I would like you to pray that they won't seriously ask me to go back home again. They have asking me hunred times to go back home and get a serious job which I could earn lots of money. Moreover, I would like to follow my dream and I know this is a time that God set for me. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. Thank you so much.... Have a good week.

hey,

Just a short note to let you know that I got the result today. The skin test of mine is positive, but the x-ray test is normal. The doctor said there is no TB virus like someone said before. It's God's grace, for I didn't do anything besides praying.God is so faithful to provide all money that I need to spend in this case, and he also comfort my heart with his peace in the way that I can't understand at all.Praise God for who he is.

I miss my friends and everyone who is far away from me. My future is changing now to the another way, and I trust that God is with me I can go everywhere or do everything by his strengthened. Blessed his name. May all of you have a wonderful time in this weekend. Be peacful with our mighty God...

Love & Blessings,
Kate

Hey,

I'm here in Bangkok, Thailand. Only 1 & 1/2 month left to be in Bangkok, then I will be appear in ChiangRai as a student of dance. Well, this week I have learned how to make my heart right before God as I'm in a storming situation. I was tired when I heard many story of other people, and I felt like I couldn't walk with them any more. But God never let us to give up in fellowship with other. God taught me to change my attitude and learn from his heart in loving way. Then once again, I got up and took my cross to follow Jesus.

I found out yesterday that I got TB virus in my lung while I was checking my health test in the hospital. Then I couldn't get my childhood record of Immunization for it was lost. My mum checked out the place which should save my recorded, but they told her it was destroyed long time ago. I didn't worry about it a lot, but I need to use it for my applying to School Of Dance in Montana. So God made me humble and let him work through this again. I can't do anything with my strength. .... ... ... ... ... ... Anyway, I will get the result of my health test on Friday, and I pray there no thing to be frustated with beside TB virus. Just keep praying for me.

Tsunami PhuKet Thailand on Dec 26, 2004. 

Hey,

Just a short message that I'm doing good right now. Busy with some works in the office and my graduation in the University.

God is so good to me in every ways. I found I'm resting my soul in his presence cuz when trouble comes, we always see it bigger than God. But the Lord told me to trus in who He is. That's true!!! It's all about him, not about us.

Praise God for everything. He is so good, and his love endures forever.